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Regards, Naresh Bajaj
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  • hari om So, after BapuJi reached Jatikra, after around 1 hr BapuJi opened the guard window near the gate. Only one Behan was sitting in front of the gate. I also noticed her. She was the first one and I was the second one to reach. After that all people came there. There were less than 50 people. Bapuji looked at everyone, gave ashirwad and talked to 2 BabaJi's who lived  in some nearby ashram and had stopped knowing that BapuJi had come there. Bapuji sabko niharte rahe thodi der tak phir BapuJi ne dono hath jode aur khidki band kar di lekin thik tarah se nahin ki thi. We all kept standing as BapuJi was standing near the window only and then BapuJi opened the window again and this time BapuJi had a toy, a battery operated fan which had lights and the lights were changing pattern. BapuJi showed all of us that fan and said "Dharmesh kehta hai, yeh yahan nahin milega, bahar se milta hai 1000 rupye ka, tum kya kehte ho. Dekho light bhi badalta hai" phir Bapu ne wo fan hamari taraf kiya aur phir apni taraf kiya. Bapu asked kitna ka hoga yeha. A behan replied from back, BapuJi 30/- Rupye ka. BapuJi looked at her with shararat in HIS eyes and said- chup........ and then asked to a Behan who was on tour and used to live in US earlier. BapuJi talked to her in Gujarati. I am writing that in Hindi "kitne ka milta hoga wahan par" that Behan replied"
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  • badia quality ka ho to 8-10$ nahin to 4-5$ dollar. BapuJi then said "2 $ to 100 rupya na.." and then said "Dharmesh kehta hai 1000 Rupye ka hai, yahan nahin milega le hum tujhe yahin dete hain le ja 1000 Rupye mein and then handed it over to Dharmesh Bhai and closed the window and went inside the Kutia. In the evening BapuJi came for a walk but didn’t give darshans. Then the three saints arrived in a Wagon-R. Suresh Baapji, Narsinghanandji and Raju Bhai of Cassette stall. Teeno ke darshan bhi ho gaye, din safal ho gaya. Let me tell you- Suresh BaapJi and Narsi BaapJi do satsang but Raju Bhai does not do satsang but he prefers seva. You all in India must have seen him in satsangs. Raju bhai stands on cassette stall on first counter in yellow cloths. Suresh BaapJi ne Gadi se saman nikala aur doosri Gadi mein BapuJi ka aur doosra saman dala aur phir chale gaye, probably he had a earlier flight. BapuJi's flight was at 8.10 pm and BapuJi is in Jaipur now for your information. At around 6.45 pm all of us were allowed to enter Ashram. We all sat there and BapuJi's chair was also setup. BapuJi came walking and HIS car followed. BapuJi was walking very fast, dekhte hi I understood BapuJi was going and was not going to sit there. BapuJi looked at everyone very fast and sat in the car and left. One of the Bhai's said to go to Airport. I don't know I never wish but everytime I somehow reach there. BapuJi had left and I was looking for my sandals but I couldn't find them. at last I found
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  • my sandals and left for Airport. We caught BapuJi in the way and then there was a railway crossing where the barrier was down as a train was arriving. There was much traffic and jam. When I reached to BapuJi BapuJi was planning to cross to the crossing on foot and there was Shivani Didi's car parked on other side. BapuJi ne apna Kamandal uthaya and said "chal Anoop, chalen..“ I was just going to my bike, at once BapuJi opened the gate of car. I couldn't move as I was just next to gate of car and BapuJi came out looking inot my eyes. There was no space to move, as the gap between me and BapuJi was only 1.5 feet. Bapuji said - Dharmesh tu aa ja, hum ja rahe hain. BapuJi crossed over on foot and Shivani Didi drove to Airport. After 15 minutes the crossing opened and we all got out from there. I thought there's no point going to Airport as BapuJi might have even boarded the flight by the time I reach there. So I decided to go home. When I reached the point from where I had to turn right for home and left for Airport, I saw a massive jam. I  thought that if I can get stuck in jam BapuJi might be stuck somewhere also. Let me try my luck. I asked a Behan who was in a car just to confirm about the flight and terminal. She told me it was at 8.10 and at that time it was 7.45. I thought I can reach Airport, so somehow I reached Airport taking shortcuts and cutting through traffic. When I reached there I saw no car only few sadhaks were standing there waiting for BapuJi. I
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  • thought I have reached wrong terminal but at the same time BapuJi came, BapuJi came out of the car and went inside the terminal. we all could see BapuJi going inside and BapuJi stood inside talking to one sadhak uncle who works on airport who was there to receive BapuJi. After BapuJi left we also left for home. lekin pata nahin Bapu chahe 1 ghante ke liye aaye lekin ghar jane ke baad aisa lagta hai jaise sab kuch Bapu ke sath hi chala gaya. bilkul man nahin lagta.
  • Ab to BapuJi is in Jaipur in ekant. Jisko mauka mil jaye fayda utha lena. Probably poonam in Jaipur– don’t take my words. I'm not sure. Just a udti udti khabar. BapuJi ki hisar ki leelayen in next post. Hari Om manish.
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  • Hari om
  • When BapuJi was in Hisar, as people from Delhi had also gone there so what I heard from them I am posting those lilas of GuruDev in Hisar. I dont have any idea about date or time so please forgive me. BapuJi was giving darshans in Hisar Ashram, BapuJi said" yahan par ek chasme wala kala aadmi betha hai, jahan hai khada ho ja." BapuJi ki leela BapuJi jane. Some people with spectacles stood but none of them had dark complexion. Some were fair, some wheatish but from the crowd in the center a man stood up with specs and had dark complexion, he had prasad in his hand. He had got Gajar Ke Halwa moulded and cut into pieces as burfi. BapuJi called him, gave him ashirwad, took his prasad and also tasted that. It was a rare scene that people over there witnessed coz BapuJi rarely tastes anything that people offer to BapuJi. BapuJi ki leela kaisi hai, bheed mein bethe hue bhai ka sankalp poora kiya. Hum to untak nahi pahunch sakte par wo to hum tak pahunch hi sakte hain. Bapu hamesha kisi na kisi leela ke dwara apni is baat ko sarthak karte hain.
  • Mere Bapu ki lilayen hisar mein
  • In another incident BapuJi called a man who was very thin. BapuJi said to him "chai peta hai na, chai pee pee kar dhatu nash kar li hai“ he replied BapuJi chinta rehti hai, BapuJi said "kis baat ki chinta". he said BapuJi mote hone ki chinta, din mein bahut log tokte hain, BapuJi then told him the way to become healthy. BapuJi said - "kela (banana) khaya kar aur khane ke baad kele ke chilka par jo malai hoti hai na use bhi utar kar kha liya kar." There was another mai who had come with her husband and some tantrik had done something to her husband. She started weeping in front of BapuJi. BapuJi said- "roti kyun hai, chinta mat kar". then BapuJi ne use husband ko jamin par sidha letne ko kaha aur sevak ko agya di ki andar se morpankh le aaye. BapuJi said" aaj tera naya janm karte hain, yaad rakhiyo aaj ka din. Aaj tera janamdin hai." With the morpankh BapuJi did something and then apne hath se uske aur uski wife ke muh par pani ke chinte mare. His wife was still weeping, BapuJi said" ab kyun roti hain, tantrik ke liye to hum kaal hain, chinta mat kar, tantrik k liye to hum kaal hain.“
  • BapuJi hamesha aadi baat hi bolte hain, BapuJi kaal nahi maha kaal hai, sari sristi ko utpan, palan aur nast karne wale mahakaal Shiv hain.
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  • BapuJi chor hain, hamare paapo ko, hamare kasto ko harne wale Hari hain. Log Bhagwan Krishan ko chaliya bolte hain. Unhe zara BapuJi dikha do, Bapu se bada koi chaliya hai, kitno ka dil chura liya aur unhe tadpate hue khudh haste rehte hain.
  • Ab bhi BapuJi Jaipur ashram se nikal gaye, ekant mein, till noon today no one even in Amdavad had any idea, and now even if they have come to know, guru agya nahi hai batane ke liye.
  • And now BapuJi ki sabse madhur leela in Hisar. One day while coming from satsang BapuJi asked Dinesh bhai who was driving the car to get off the car and asked him to come on foot to Ashram, BapuJi sat on the driving seat and stared driving, jinhone wo najara dekha wo batate hain, kaise BapuJi ithlate hue gadi mein bethe the aur kitne ithla ithla ke steering ghuma rahe the. About the reason behind BapuJi asking Dinesh bhai to come on foot several kilometers, ab BapuJi hi jane. hamare karmo ko katne ke liye GuruDev kya kya lilaen karte hain ab wo hi jane.
  • Hari Om
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  • Mere Bapu ki lilayen hisar mein
  • Hari Om
  • As BapuJi was in ekant in Jaipur a few days back, a few bhais went for GuruDev's darshan to Jaipur, they got chance for only morning darshans because just after that BapuJi left Jaipur also. In the morning as they were not allowed in pandal so they were standing out doing pheri of BadDada. BapuJi us time vyaspith ke peche sair kar rahe the. As soon as they saw BapuJi all people ran and sat in pandal. BapuJi passed from one gate on bhai's side and then passed from another gate on mai's side. After another round BapuJi entered  pandal from mai's side and talked to some behan on tour. At that time Aditya Bhai (Bhai from Delhi ) took one photo of GuruDev) Then BapuJi sat on the chair and was talking to some bhai from samiti or Ashram and that Bhai was showing some papers to GuruDev. All this while Aditya Bhai was zooming on Bapu from his camera just trying to capture BapuJi in frame. he hadn't planned to click a photo at that time because dant pad sakti thi but was looking for an opportunity. He didn’t notice but BapuJi was looking at him. BapuJi pointed towards him and called him. He couldn't see that as he was looking through the viewfinder of camera. Prem Bhai sitting next to him asked him to rush as BapuJi was calling him. when he crossed the rope , he
  • BapuJi ne photo khichwayi
  • just sat a few feets from  table of BapuJi. BapuJi said" Ab kheench photo, thik se liyo, isko mat liyo beech mein (pointing to Bhai who was sitting just in between opposite BapuJi and BapuJi asked that bhai to shift sideways. BapuJi tayar hoke beth gaye, aise tan ke jaise ek chhota baccha pehli baar apni photo click karwa raha ho. BapuJi ki lila wohi jane. Aditya bhai took a full length photo of GuruDev including the Lotus Feet of GuruDev and after that did pranaam to GuruDev and rushed back to his place and all this while BapuJi kept looking at Aditya Bhai only. After that BapuJi continued talking to that bhai. After Jaipur BapuJi went to Pushkar and now BapuJi is in AMET Ashram. It's near Udaipur and a satsang programme is expected in a few days probably in Rajasthan and some distant possibilities in Delhi. Hari Om
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  • BapuJi ne photo khichwayi
  • Hari om As I was thinking about what darshans should I post so I remembered the very first time I talked to BapuJi. I don’t remember if I have posted this anubhav before but still...( if it's a repost please apologise me.) It was GuruPoonam, That was the first GuruPoonam in Rajokari Ashram, probably in year 2002 because prior to that GuruPoonam used to happen in Rohini, Delhi. That was my second GuruPoonam as I took diksha on first one in Rohini and I was in Jal Seva. I was given seva of getting Ice from Gurgaon everyday. 2 trips to Gurgaon and back. Gurgaon to Rajokari is just 15 minutes but due to traffic it used to take more than an hour. For the first 2 days I did not even get a chance for Darshan not even for listening a single word of satsang because I was always out of Ashram during satsang and when I used to reach Ashram, BapuJi was not on Vyaspith. As I used to reach late at night and leave early in the morning from home and also due to loading and unloading of Ice my clothes used to get
  • very dirty and my mother scolded me a lot and didn’t allow me to go to Ashram on 3rd day. They locked me in my  room and didn’t let me go. I called up another Bhai and informed him that I cannot come and asked him to manage somehow. I kept lying on my bed and kept crying till noon. My parents went to satsang in the morning and they asked me if I wanted to accompany them but I refused and said I don’t want to go with you. I don’t remember when I went inot sleep while crying and I woke up at 1.00 pm with my pillow completely wet with tears. I was thinking that 2 dino mein darshan hue nahi, aaj aane nahi diya. Bapu.. GuruPoonam ke darshan bhi honge ke nahi." My parents had returned home and I just rose from bed and took my scooter and ran away. My parents kept calling me from behind but I ignored them and left without saying a single word. Caught a bus and reached Ashram. BapuJi was still on Vyaspith, satsang was over but darshan lines were moving. I didn’t go for Darshan but went back to my seva and thought that I'll listen to last satra in the evening aur tabhi darshan ho jayenge. In the evening as it was last satra so we did not have to get Ice so I went ahead and sat in the side outside the pandal
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  • for satsang but I didn’t get a glimpse of BapuJi. After satsang when darshan lines were moving I went ahead and stood where other Ashramwasis were sitting. I was crying bitterly. I tried to go ahead but no one let me go. My clothes were also soaked with mud, my pajamas folded upto my knees and at that time I did not even care. One small child from Ashram, seeing me crying said to me " aapko kya takleef hain, Suresh BaapJi se keh do“Suresh BaapJi was also sitting there. I replied "koi takleef hi to nahi hain, kisse kya kahoon." I stood there crying for more than an hour and then Shekhar Bhai was coming out of pandal. One Sevadari said to him about me and Shekhar Bhai replied, " jaye kaun rokta hai" one bhai from security seva pushed me forward and somehow I reached a few feet from Vysapith. I sat there as BapuJi was meeting another people. After they met BapuJi I was about to reach Vyaspith when the Bhai near Vyaspith stopped me and said "kya kaam hai" maine kaha" darshan karne hain“ he said" ho gaye na, ab ja". I thought  " BapuJi itne paas aa ke bhi door ja  raha hoon. itne mein hi man me prerna hui and I said" Gurgaon mein 11 Bal
  • My first meeting with sai
  • Sanskar ka sankalp hai, BapuJi se Ashirwad lena hai". To tell u the truth I never had thought any such thing lekin jaise BapuJi ne mujhse yeh karwani hi thi to unhi ne prerna bhi di. He took me to BapuJi and BapuJi looked me. When BapuJi was looking at me I was wiping my tears. BapuJi smiled, I said" BapuJi, Gurgaon mein 11 Bal Sanskar Kendra kholne ka sankalp hai, aapka Ashirwad lena hai. BapuJi smiled, looked at me, apne sidhe hath se mutthi band ki aur mujhe himmat di aur kaha" shabash, ja ho jayega" and then gave me an apple. Main to paagal ho gaya tha aur is paagalpan mein wahan se aisa bhaga ki BapuJi ki agli lila dekhna hi bhool gaya. I was second last to meet BapuJi and after that BapuJi met HIS favorite - A sardar and BapuJi ne usse bhangra karwaya aur khudh bhi Vyaspith par khade ho gaye aur Bhangra kiya. (sai ki mauj to maine sirf peeche suni lekin dekhi nahi) aisi najar padi sai ki us din ki poora hil gaya tha main. Wo shan bata nahin sakta.
  • Mere devta mujhko dena sahara,
  • kahin chooth jaye na daman tumhara
  • Hari om
  • Manish
  • My first meeting with sai
  • Hariom,
  • Manish bhai wrote his first darshan, I also give my first darshan with Bapu. It was an unforgettable moment. This was the time when I went to Delhi for my Visa. I submitted my application and to my fortunate Bapu gave GuruPoonam Darshan in Delhi. So I reached Ashram and joined in stall seva. I am more interested in doing seva rather in listening satsang. I can always listen satsang afterward by CD or audio tape but getting seva is not that much easy. So any Shivir or program, I will be in seva only. Bapu like whoever does seva. He knows every thing.
  • I did seva for three days program and never get in to pandal. I really enjoyed my seva. On last day, I made a sankalp that I will meet Bapu personally and get HIS signature on bapu's laminated photo. I told to myself that till Bapu meet me in person, I won't take food. Meeting in pandal is not that much easy, so what I have done is I went back side of pandal where bapu's car goes out. I stayed whole day waiting for Bapu. I felt thirsty as sun was scorching. And there was no sign of any tap water. It is kind of jungle where all the unwanted trees were occupied. Bapu knows everything. To my surprise, a tanker came to that side for some reason and from that I drank lot of water. Then I was thinking about that I am meeting king (badsha) and I do not have any thing to give. Then I had little money in my pocket. Bapu never see how much but just a token of love and guru dakshina.
  • I also met Bapu in Rajokari Guru poonam-2002 first time
  • Then I thought I want some envelope as it won't look nice. Luckily I found a cover in my mala bag and put the money in that cover. I waited whole morning, afternoon and evening. But Bapu never came out. It was very much confirmed that Bapu will go out from this gate only. So I patiently waited and my eyes always concentrated on gate only. At 9:30 PM bapu's car came out. Same time one man in his white cloth came and waited along with me. Bapu's car passed by us but stopped suddenly after some distance. Bapu knows that man and he called him. I also ran and saying just one word Bapu.. Bapu.. I gave my packet to Bapu and HE pulled that cover from my hand and gave prasad. And HE told take it (le le). The moment HE touched my hand, a electric current passed in my whole body and felt very hungry as well. I ran in Jet speed to Rasoi Ghar. As they were about to close and I joined the line. One bhai from behind gave me thali as I did not had one. I ate so much and after that I slept. Next morning, when I was doing jap I can feel the difference in my concentration. I never felt that peace in my heart and still never happened again afterwards. But I cherish those moments and that was my first meeting personally as well.
  • Ye kaisa hi jadoo, samaj mein na aaye.
  • Regards, Naresh Bajaj
  • I also met Bapu in Rajokari Guru poonam-2002 first time
  • Hari Om (While writing I got a bit confused about dates and time, please forgive me) probably have combined 2 darshans of BapuJi in Faridabad at different times in a single  as I'm not able to recall what happened when but the instance of taking prasad for BapuJi and talking to HIM about BSK happened in year 2002 around Diwali only.
  • After talking to BapuJi for the first time uske baad darshan to kai baar hue, BapuJi September 2002 mein Gurgaon bhi aaye aur tab BapuJi ne mera hath bhi pakda tha for 10 minutes in Jatikra which I have already posted on Group. After around 15 days  BapuJi had given Vidyarthi Shivir in Agra, ( I'm somewhat confused about dates so please forgive me. it was around the time of Diwali and Adyatmik Gyan Pratiyogita. I could not go to the Shivir as I had seva for Adyatmik Gyan Pratiyogita. As it was Diwali time so BapuJi had to go to Amdavad and for that BapuJi had to come to Delhi for catching a flight so I was hopeful of getting Darshans. BapuJi left Agra, and in the way gave satsang in Sikri as people over there were waiting for BapuJi on road and we kept waiting for BapuJi in Delhi that BapuJi would be coming. BapuJi stayed overnight in Faridabad at that time, so I reached Faridabad Ashram next morning. I never used to ask pocket money from my
  • Faridabad mein darshan aur 108 BSK ka ashirwad
  • parents but I could buy what  needed and at that time I was in college and I was also teaching science to a student, I didn’t need money so I was just taking 100 Rs from him. At around the same time I got my first salary so I thought I'll take prasad for BapuJi. I had 100 Rs so I got Kajus for 90 and decorated the box with balance 10 Rs. I wanted to take more prasad but I wanted that with my own money not with my parents and I had only Rs 100. So I took those Kajus and some photos of Bal Sanskar Programmes that we had organized for showing to BapuJi. In the morning BapuJi went into the fields for a walk and while returning BapuJi called all of us there. BapuJi ne ishara kiya aur sab daud pade. Some fell, again rose and started running. no one cared about the thorns in the field but ran till they reach BapuJi but over there some one tried to touch Bapu so BapuJi didn’t stay there for long and went back to the Kutia. I was continuously praying to BapuJi ki BapuJi mein to pahunch nahi paunga aap tak par yeh prasad jaroor sweekar kar lena . I asked many people to take the prasad and get it touched from BapuJi and also show the photos of BSK. but all of them said, you should go but I didn’t have any hope on my fate. Main Sudama ki tarah apni kismat ko dekh raha tha par us Krishna  ki karuna ke bare mein dekhna kya socha bhi nahi. I even asked Govind bhai who is BapuJi's guard for the same. He said, I cannot do it but I'll try to send u. BapuJi
  • Faridabad mein darshan aur 108 BSK ka ashirwad
  • khel khele ja rahe the. In the afternoon BapuJi was sitting behind Vyaspith tent and talking to Samiti. We could see BapuJi sitting on chair. After that BapuJi came in the pandal aur bahut prasad uchala. BapuJi was touching everyone's prasad. I was standing in the last just near the BapuJi's way. As BapuJi came near talking to some people I was standing there trying to gather courage to speak something and I was waiting for an opportunity so I don’t interrupt. After speaking BapuJi was just touching the prasad of someone next to me and BapuJi was about to turn back leaving me. I decided, abhi nahi to kabhi nahi and I gathered courage and said" BapuJi, aapse Rajokari mein GuruPoonam par Ashirwad liya tha Gurgaon mein 11 bal sanskar ke liye" I myself didn’t know what I was saying at that time. I had said this much ki BapuJi turned around almost at the speed of light and said" haan, haan, haan, ho gaye poore." I was surprised BapuJi remembered me and BapuJi had an excitement in HIS eyes. BapuJi was looking into my eyes directly. I had prasad in my hands. BapuJi kept HIS hand on prasad and kept a Chuara also for me. BapuJi gave one Chuara to Saurabh Bhai (he was with me) all this while I was saying to BapuJi" ji BapuJi 16 ho gaye hain" BapuJi said " ab kitne 21" I said" GuruDev 108 ka sankalp hai, aap kripa karna" BapuJi said" shabash, ho jayenge" BapuJi ne aisi drishti se dekha ki hazam nahi hui. As BapuJi went back in Kutia, I and Saurabh ran, from pandal, kept running till the main road , that was
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