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-Carl Sagan

For Alexandra,

who comes of age

with the Millennium.

May we leave your generation a world

better than the one we were given.


PART I
THE

MESSAGE


My heart trembles like a poor leaf.

The planets whirl in my dreams.

The stars press against my window.

I rotate in my sleep.

My bed is a warm planet.
-MARVIN MERCER P.S. 153, Fifth Grade, Harlem New York City, N.Y. (1981)
CHAPTER 1

Transcendental

Numbers

Little fly,



Thy summer's play

My thoughtless hand

Has brushed away.
Am not I

A fly like thee?

Or art not thou

A man like me?


For I dance

And drink and sing,

Till some blind hand

Shall brush my wing.


-WILLIAM BLAKE Songs of Experience "The Fly," Stanzas 1-3 (1795)
By human standards it could not possibly have been artificial: It was the size of a world. But it

was so oddly and intricately shaped, so clearly intended for some complex purpose that it could

only have been the expression of an idea. Gliding in polar orbit about the great blue-white star, it

resembled some immense, imperfect polyhedron, encrusted with millions of bowl-shaped

barnacles. Every bowl was aimed at a particular part of the sky. Every constellation was being

attended to. The polyhedral world had been performing its enigmatic function for eons. It was

very patient. It could afford to wait forever.

When they pulled her out, she was not crying at all. Her tiny brow was wrinkled, and then her eyes grew

wide. She looked at the bright lights, the white and green-clad figures, the woman lying on the table below

her. On her face was an odd expression for a newborn--puzzlement perhaps.


* * *
When she was two years old, she would lift her hands over her head and say very sweetly, "Dada, up." His

friends expressed surprise. The baby was polite. "It's not politeness," her father told them. "She used to

scream when she wanted to be picked up. So once I said to her, `Ellie, you don't have to scream. Just say,

"Daddy, up."' Kids are smart. Right, Presh?"

So now she was up all right, at a giddy altitude, perched on her father's shoulders and clutching his

thinning hair. Life was better up here, far safer than crawling through a forest of legs. Somebody could step

on you down there. You could get lost. She tightened her grip.

Leaving the monkeys, they turned a corner and came upon a great spindly-legged, long-necked

dappled beast with tiny horns on its head. I towered over them. "Their necks are so long, the talk can't get

out," her father said. she felt sorry for the poor creature, condemned to silence. But she also felt a joy in its

existence, a delight that such wonders might be.
* * *
"Go ahead, Ellie," her mother gently urged her. There was a lilt in the familiar voice. "Read it." Her

mother's sister had not believed that Ellie, age three, could read. The nursery stories, the aunt was

convinced, had been memorized. Now they were strolling down State Street on a brisk March day and had

stopped before a store window. Inside, a burgundy-red stone was glistening in the sunlight. "Jeweler," Ellie

read slowly, pronouncing three syllables.
* * *
Guiltily, she let herself into the spare room. The old Motorola radio was on the shelf where she remembered

it. It was very big and heavy and, hugging it to her chest, she almost dropped it. On the back were the words

"Danger. Do Not Remove." But she knew that if it wasn't plugged in, there was no danger in it. With her

tongue between her lips, she removed the screws and exposed the innards. As she had suspected, there were

no tiny orchestras and miniature announcers quietly living out their small lives in anticipation of the moment

when the toggle switch would be clicked to "on." Instead there were beautiful glass tubes, a little like light

bulbs. Some resembled the churches of Moscow she had seen pictured in a book. The prongs at their bases

were perfectly designed for the receptacles they were fitted into. With the back off and the switch "on," she

plugged the set into a nearby wall socket. If she didn't touch it, if she went nowhere near it, how could it

hurt her?

After a few moments, tubes began to glow warmly, but no sound came. The radio was "broken,"

and had been retired some years before in favor of a more modern variety. One tube was not glowing. She

unplugged the set and pried the uncooperative tube out its receptacle. There was a metallic square inside,

attached to tiny wires. The electricity runs along the wires, she thought vaguely. But first it has to get into

the tube. One of the prongs seemed bent, and she was able after a little work to straighten it. Reinserting the

tube and plugging the set in again, she was delighted to see it begin to glow, and an ocean of static arose

around her. Glancing toward the closed door with a start, she lowered the volume. She turned the dial

marked "frequency," and came upon a voice talking excitedly--as far as she could understand, about a

Russian machine that was in the sky, endlessly circling the Earth. Endlessly, she thought. She turned the dial

again, seeking other stations. After a while, fearful of being discovered, she unplugged the set, screwed the

back on loosely, and with still more difficulty lifted the radio and placed it back on the shelf.

As she left the spare room, a little out of breath, her mother came upon her and she started once

more.

"Is everything all right, Ellie?"



"Yes, Mom."

She affected a casual air, but her heart was beating, her palms were sweating. She settled down in a

favorite spot in the small backyard and, her knees drawn up to her chin, thought about the inside of the

radio. Are all those tubes really necessary? What would happen if you removed them one at a time? Her

father had once called them vacuum tubes. What was happening inside a vacuum tube? Was there really no

air in there? How did the music of the orchestras and the voices of the announcers get in the radio? They

liked to say, "On the air." Was radio carried by the air? What happens inside the radio set when you change

stations? What was "frequency"? Why do you have to plug it in for it to work? Could you make a kind of

map showing how the electricity runs through the radio? Could you take it apart without hurting yourself?

Could you put it back together again?

"Ellie, what have you been up to?" asked her mother, walking by with laundry for the clothesline.

"Nothing, Mom. Just thinking."


* * *
In her tenth summer, she was taken on vacation to visit two cousins she detested at a cluster of cabins along

a lake in the Northern Peninsula of Michigan. Why people who lived on a lake in Wisconsin would spend

five hours driving all the way to a lake in Michigan was beyond her. Especially to see two mean and babyish

boys. Only ten and eleven. Real jerks. How could her father, so sensitive to her in other respects, want her to

play day in and day out with twerps? She spent the summer avoiding them.

One sultry moonless night after dinner she walked down alone to the wooden pier. A motorboat

had just gone by, and her uncle's rowboat tethered to the dock was softly bobbing in the starlit water. Apart

from distant cicadas and an almost subliminal shout echoing across the lake, it was perfectly still. She looked

up at the brilliant spangled sky and found her heart racing.

Without looking down, with only her outstretched hand to guide her, she found a soft patch of

grass and laid herself down. The sky was blazing with stars. There were thousands of them, most twinkling,

a few bright and steady. If you looked carefully you could see faint differences in color. That bright one

there, wasn't it bluish?

She felt again for the ground beneath her; it was solid, steady... reassuring. Cautiously she sat up

and looked left and right, up and down the long reach of lakefront. She could see both sides of the water.

The world only looks flat, she thought to herself. Really it's round. This is all a big ball... turning in the

middle of the sky... once a day. She tried to imagine it spinning, with millions of people glued to it, talking

different languages, wearing funny clothes, all stuck to the same ball.

She stretched out again and tried to sense the spin. Maybe she could feel it just a little. Across the

lake, a bright star was twinkling between the topmost branches. If you squinted your eyes you could make

rays of light dance out of it. Squint a little more, and the rays would obediently change their length and

shape. Was she just imagining it, or... the star was now definitely above the trees. Just a few minutes ago it

had been poking in and out of the branches. Now it was higher, no doubt about it. That's what they meant

when they said a star was rising, she told herself. The Earth was turning in the other direction. At one end of

the sky the stars were rising. That way was called East. At the other end of the sky, behind her, the cabins,

the stars were setting. That way was called West. Once every day the Earth would spin completely around,

and the same stars would rise again in the same place.

But if something as big as the Earth turned once a day, it had to be moving ridiculously fast.

Everyone she knew must be whirling at an unbelievable speed. She though she could now actually feel the

Earth turn--not just imagine it in her head, but really feel it in the pit of her stomach. It was like descending

in a fast elevator. She craned her neck back further, so her field of view was uncontaminated by anything on

Earth, until she could see nothing but black sky and bright stars. Gratifyingly, she was overtaken by the

giddy sense that she had better clutch the clumps of grass on either side of her and hold on for dear life, or

else fall up into the sky, her tiny tumbling body dwarfed by the huge darkened sphere below.

She actually cried out before she managed to stifle the scream with her wrist. That was how her

cousins were able to find her. Scrambling down the slope, they discovered on her face an uncommon mix of

embarrassment and surprise, which they readily assimilated, eager to find some small indiscretion to carry

back and offer to her parents.


* * *
The book was better than the movie. For one thing, there was a lot more in it. And some of the pictures

were awfully different from the movie. But in both, Pinocchio--a life-sized wooden boy who magically is

roused to life--wore a kind of halter, and there seemed to be dowels in his joints. When Geppetto is just

finishing the construction of Pinocchio, he turns his back on the puppet and is promptly sent flying by a well-

placed kick. At that instant the carpenter's friend arrives and asks him what he is doing sprawled on the

floor. "I am teaching," Geppetto replies with dignity, "the alphabet to the ants."

The seemed to Ellie extremely witty, and she delighted in recounting it to her friends. But each time

she quoted it there was an unspoken question lingering at the edge of her consciousness: Could you teach

the alphabet to the ants? And would you want to? Down there with hundreds of scurrying insects who might

crawl all over your skin, or even sting you? What could ants know, anyway?


* * *
Sometimes she would get up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom and find her father there in his

pajama bottoms, his neck craned up, a kind of patrician disdain accompanying the shaving cream on his

upper lip. "Hi, Presh," he would say. It was short for "precious," and she loved him to call her that. Why

was he shaving at night, when no one would know if he had a beard? "Because"--he smiled--"your mother

will know." Years later, she discovered that she had understood this cheerful remark only incompletely. Her

parents had been in love.


* * *
After school, she had ridden her bicycle to a little park on the lake. From a saddlebag she produced The

Radio Amateur's Handbook and A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Court. After a moment's

consideration, she decided on the latter. Twain's hero had been conked on the head and awakened in

Arthurian England. Maybe it was all a dream or a delusion. But maybe it was real. Was it possible to travel

backwards in time? Her chin on her knees, she scouted for a favorite passage. It was when Twain's hero is

first collected by a man dressed in armor who he takes to be an escapee from a local booby hatch. As they

reach the crest of the hill they see a city laid out before them:

"`Bridgeport?' said I...

"`Camelot,' said he."

She stared out into the blue lake, trying to imagine a city which could pass as both nineteenth-

century Bridgeport and sixth-century Camelot, when her mother rushed up to her.

"I've looked for you everywhere. Why aren't you where I can find you? Oh, Ellie," she whispered,

"something awful's happened."
* * *
In the seventh grade they were studying "pi." It was a Greek letter that looked like the architecture at

Stonehenge, in England: two vertical pillars with a crossbar at top--?. If you measured the circumference of

a circle and then divided it by the diameter of the circle, that was pi. At home, Ellie took the top of a

mayonnaise jar, wrapped a string around it, straightened the string out, and with a ruler measured the circle's

circumference. She did the same with the diameter, and by long division divided the one number by the

other. She got 3.21. That seemed simple enough.

The next day the teacher, Mr. Weisbrod, said that ? was about 22/7, about 3.1416. But actually, if

you wanted to be exact, it was a decimal that went on and on forever without repeating the pattern of

numbers. Forever, Ellie thought. She raised her hand. It was the beginning of the school year and she had

not asked any questions in this class.

"How could anybody know that the decimals go on and on forever?"

"That's just the way it is," said the teacher with some asperity.

"But why? How do you know? How can you count decimals forever?"

"Miss Arroway"--he was consulting his class list--"this is a stupid question. You're wasting the

class's time."

No one had ever called Ellie stupid before, and she found herself bursting into tears. Billy

Horstman, who sat next to her, gently reached out and placed his hand over hers. His father had recently

been indicted for tampering with the odometers on the used cars he sold, so Billy was sensitive to public

humiliation. Ellie ran out of the class sobbing.

After school she bicycled to the library at the nearby college to look through books on

mathematics. As nearly as she could figure out from what she read, her question wasn't all that stupid.

According to the Bible, the ancient Hebrews had apparently thought that ? was exactly equal to three. The

Greeks and Romans, who knew lots of things about mathematics, had no idea that the digits in ? went on

forever without repeating. It was a fact that had been discovered only about 250 years ago. How was she

expected to know if she couldn't ask questions? But Mr. Weisbrod had been right about the first few digits.

Pi wasn't 3.21. Maybe the mayonnaise lid had been a little squashed, not a perfect circle. Or maybe she'd

been sloppy in measuring the string. Even if she'd been much more careful, though, they couldn't expect her

to measure an infinite number of decimals.

There was another possibility, though. You could calculate pi as accurately as you wanted. If you

knew something called calculus, you could prove formulas for ? that would let you calculate it to as many

decimals as you had time for. The book listed formulas for pi divided by four. Some of them she couldn't

understand at all. But there were some that dazzled her: ?/4, the book said, was the same as 1 - 1/3 + 1/5 -

1/7..., with the fractions continuing on forever. Quickly she tried to work it out, adding and subtracting the

fractions alternately. The sum would bounce from being bigger than ?/4 to being smaller than ?/4, but after a

while you could see that this series of numbers was on a beeline for the right answer. You could never get

there exactly, but you could get as close as you wanted if you were very patient. It seemed to her a miracle

that the shape of every circle in the world was connected with this series of fractions. How could circles

know about fractions? She was determined to learn calculus.

The book said something else: ? was called a "transcendental" number. There was no equation with

ordinary numbers in it that could give you ? unless it was infinitely long. She had already taught herself a

little algebra and understood what this meant. And ? wasn't the only transcendental number. In fact there

was an infinity of transcendental numbers. More than that, there were infinitely more transcendental numbers

than ordinary numbers, even though ? was the only one of them she had ever heard of. In more ways than

one, ? was tied to infinity.

She had caught a glimpse of something majestic. Hiding between all the ordinary numbers was an

infinity of transcendental numbers whose presence you would never have guessed unless you looked deeply

into mathematics. Every now and then one of them, like ?, would pop up unexpectedly in everyday life. But

most of them--an infinite number of them, she reminded herself--were hiding, minding their own business,

almost certainly unglimpsed by the irritable Mr. Weisbrod.
* * *
She saw through John Staughton from the first. How her mother could ever contemplate marrying him--

never mind that it was only two years after her father's death--was an impenetrable mystery. He was nice

enough looking, and he could pretend, when he put his mind to it, that he really cared about you. But he was

a martinet. He made students come over weekends to weed and garden at the new house they had moved

into, and then made fun of them after they left. He told Ellie that she was just beginning high school and was

not to look twice at any of his bright young men. He was puffed up with imaginary self-importance. She was

sure that as a professor he secretly despised her dead father, who had been only a shopkeeper. Staughton

had made it clear that an interest in radio and electronics was unseemly for a girl, that it would not catch her

a husband, that understanding physics was for her a foolish and aberrational notion. "Pretentious," he called

it. She just didn't have the ability. This was an objective fact that she might as well get used to. He was

telling her this for her own good. She'd thank him for it in later life. He was, after all, an associate professor

of physics. He knew what it took. These homilies would always infuriate her, even though she had never

before--despite Staughton's refusal to believe it--considered a career in science.

He was not a gentle man, as her father had been, and he had no idea what a sense of humor was.

When anyone assumed that she was Staughton's daughter, she would be outraged. Her mother and

stepfather never suggested that she change her name to Staughton; they knew what her response would be.

Occasionally there was a little warmth in the man, as when, in her hospital room just after her

tonsillectomy, he had brought her a splendid kaleidoscope.

"When are they going to do the operation," she had asked, a little sleepily.

"They've already done it," Staughton had answered. "You're going to be fine." She found it

disquieting that whole blocks of time could be stolen without her knowledge, and blamed him. She knew at

the time it was childish.

That her mother could truly love him was inconceivable. She must have remarried out of loneliness,

out of weakness. She needed someone to take care of her. Ellie vowed she would never accept a position of

dependence. Ellie's father had died, her mother had grown distant, and Ellie felt herself exiled to the house

of a tyrant. There was no one to call her Presh anymore.

She longed to escape.

"`Bridgeport?' said I.

"`Camelot,' said he."
CHAPTER 2

Coherent Light

Since I first gained the use of reason my inclination

toward learning has been so violent and strong that

neither the scoldings of other people... nor my own

reflections... have been able to stop me from

following this natural impulse that God gave me. He

alone must know why; and He knows too that I have

begged Him to take the light of my understanding,

leaving only enough for me to keep His law, for

anything else is excessive in a woman, according to

some people. And others say it is even harmful.


-JUANA INES DE LA CRUZ Reply to the Bishop of Puebla (1691), who had attacked her scholarly work as inappropriate for her sex
I wish to propose for the reader's favourable

consideration a doctrine which may, I fear, appear

wildly paradoxical and subversive. The doctrine in

question is this: that it is undesirable to believe a

proposition when there is no ground whatever for

supposing it true. I must, of course, admit that if such

an opinion became common it would completely

transform our social life and our political system;

since both are at present faultless, this must weigh

against it.


-BERTRAND RUSSELL Skeptical Essays, I (1928)
Surrounding the blue-white star in its equatorial plane was a vast ring of orbiting debris--rocks

and ice, metals and organics--reddish at the periphery and bluish closer to the star. The world-

sized polyhedron plummeted through a gap in the rings and emerged out the other side. In the

ring plane, it had been intermittently shadowed by icy boulders and tumbling mountains. But now,

carried along its trajectory toward a point above the opposite pole of the star, the sunlight

gleamed off its millions of bowl-shaped appendages. If you looked very carefully you might have

seen one of them make a slight pointing adjustment. You would not have seen the burst of radio

waves washing out from it into the depths of space.


For all the tenure of humans on Earth, the night sky had been a companion and an inspiration. The stars

were comforting. They seemed to demonstrate that the heavens were created for the benefit and instruction

of humans. This pathetic conceit became the conventional wisdom worldwide. No culture was free of it.

Some people found in the skies an aperture to the religious sensibility. Many were awestruck and humbled

by the glory and scale of the cosmos. Others were stimulated to the most extravagant flights of fancy.

At the very moment that humans discovered the scale of the universe and found that their most

unconstrained fancies were in fact dwarfed by the true dimensions of even the Milky Way Galaxy, they took

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